this is her. we together shall destroy the walls of our mortal beings and shall be forever entwined in love so pure that it shall not be broken. no weapon of mans nor weapn of the spirit realm shall break us up.


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The most beautiful young woman in the world I have met she came into my life when I was trying to scare all of my friends. She has a face worthy of no man. Her beauty is beyond measure. She fell into my lap and made me think. What is in store for me? What will I do when I leave home. Will I get married? or will I stay single? The day will come and the Lord shall provide. But will it be her who I marry?

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Thursday, November 13, 2003
day of my love

today i met her. a young woman who has the body of a goddess. she stole my heart. i was to find out that i too had stollen hers. she accepted christ and i am about to ask her out. help me oh lord. i have this thing about her though i know not who she truly is. oh well i shall find out.

Posted at Thursday, November 13, 2003 by New_Heart
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Wednesday, November 19, 2003
My Girl

She Walked into my life
Changed my heart
Made me think
Was I in love
Was I dreaming
Was i about to awake
From the best dream ever
Will this dream last forever

Posted at Wednesday, November 19, 2003 by New_Heart
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Monday, December 01, 2003
the forces

It comes in many forms
Whether from mom
The doctor
Or a friend
It all does the same
No matter who
Or how
It destroys us
No matter
How hard we try
It will
Always command us
This force
We call

Posted at Monday, December 01, 2003 by New_Heart
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Tuesday, December 02, 2003
The Blackness

In the darkness
We have found ourselves
Many without a light
Others just barely gleaming
While others still have hidden it
Many let their light shine
For all to see
None knowing
If they’ll make a difference
I did
I met a young woman
She saw my light
My light that was shining intensely
She picked up hers
And followed

Posted at Tuesday, December 02, 2003 by New_Heart
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Sunday, January 18, 2004
My Lost Heart

Today I lost my heart
My heart
The one thing i need
Forever gone and destroyed
Never to be seen again
Replaced with a new heart
A heart for God
A heart for man to wish for
My heart is dedicated to the cause
Forever with a new vigor
And streangth
May man learn
That we are
God's people
The believer's in the trinity
The death of the son
And his rising
On the third day
Forever in heaven
His spirit is within me
Till the end
Will God watch me
For this i pray
And for this i believe
May you know
God the Father
God the Son
God the Holy Spirit

Posted at Sunday, January 18, 2004 by New_Heart
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my wories

Today my girl friend called me and told me she will be moving closer to me but she will also be moving in with her MOM. her mom is dating a religios guy that puts my dad to shame (and my dad is a precher). i don't like this very much however she will be closer to me so i can see her whenever i go to Anchorage (since i live in Whittier). on the darker side of the day i started to show signs of Carpel Tunnel Syndrom today. have you ever had a limb go to sleep on you? what a stupid question of course every one has. this is what it feels like because the nerves are starting to be pinched but even worse sometimes i cant feel my fingers. this is getting bad and if you pray to the God of Heaven and the God of Earth father of the Savior and Lord Jesus Christ who died on the cross for all mans sins and rose again three days later. Pray for me please. and leave a note that you got my message and you are praying for me. oh Courtney Straung I love you.

Posted at Sunday, January 18, 2004 by New_Heart
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Tuesday, January 27, 2004

when i was asleep i dreamed of no one but her. this her, i feel is beautiful beyond belief. she can make me smile when no one else can. she is my light i could not make it to another tomorow with out the thought of her. without her i would be lost i would be in despair so deep that there would be no way out. i know this her knows who she is and she may decide to tell the world but... i sit here writing my blog and can't stop thinking of her. i called three times tonight but she was not home i miss her voice. the voice which will cheer up my day and lighten my step if only for a while. this is what i crave. to hear your voice to feel your hand in mine and to see and touch your face which nothing could mar. may GOD forever bless her and cheer her for all of her days.

Posted at Tuesday, January 27, 2004 by New_Heart
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Saturday, February 28, 2004

What is love?
How can there be a true deffinition of love?
And yet people have stated that love is:
Affection for another person, esp. of the opposite sex.
If this is true then i love everyone around me.
But love goes deeper than any word or words could ever say. it is a feeling that is never felt the same way twice. people have tried to write love poems but have failed because there is no way to express love in words. the only way that love can really be expressed is through actions. the phrase "i love you" is thrown around like you would throw a football. people need to find one love and hang on.
But do we?
No men will use one woman and dump her for another hotter one after a week.
So remember love is sacred and is even blessed by God down to Sex. But only in mariage can it be holy.

May God Bless all who read this

Posted at Saturday, February 28, 2004 by New_Heart
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Tuesday, March 02, 2004
True Love and Space and Time

How far are you ever truly from the person you love?
Is distance even calculatable in this case?
What is love if not a bond?
No not a physical bond. A spiritual bond. One that can traverse space and time to reach out to a loved one. In Sci-Fi there is a race that lives on a planet called Vulcan. This race is tellepathic race. Before they wed the bride and groom do a ritual as old as the race itself. The BONDING. the male performs a deep mind meld so deep that it starts to break the bind that space and time place on the physical realm. this melding of two minds goes so deep as to even transfer memorys from their entire lives. afterward they have a sense of each other even though separated by many, many light years. this is how the human race should bond (except for the deep meld). but we just move from one person to another.
Ask yourself:
Do I really love this person or is it their looks or something else?
what is it i love about this person?
This last question MUST be answered truthfully. No matter how much it hurts. Why? It will make a difference because this will tell you how long you will stay together. if they dont love you your relationship is a guarenteed failure. However, if they truly love you you will be together for a long time (more than a couple of months).

Posted at Tuesday, March 02, 2004 by New_Heart
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Saturday, March 06, 2004
The Past

one day i was living my life being myself (a dork) when my brother asks me if i want to talk to this girl on MSN. this girl was a green eyed beauty. i didn't know it at the time but her face and name would stick with me forever. i know she knows who she is and that is all that counts. She doesn't necasserily know how much she affected my life. well she will find out for i know that she is reading this entry. YOU CHANGED MY LIFE. you took me from thinking i was an absolute jerk to knowing that there are gils out there who would like me. But she didn't just like me she LOVED me. this is what changed my life forever. I hope that she understands that i will carry her not only in my mind but in my heart. She saved me. Just recently she and i got together online. But i was to find out that i ruined her life. when i broke up with her i opened her up to the influence of forces that are not only dark but powerful. she has recently changed and i am proud. she and i are friends for life.

Posted at Saturday, March 06, 2004 by New_Heart
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